If you fall in love to him at this very instant, make yourself contented with these still frames of borrowed time.
Life will reclaim his course and put him back to his destined fate. His life will be a lonely and an arduous one. He will think less of himself and much of others as he will shed every burden that will hinder him to his intended path. Going with him is arduous already. He is a speeding train that will be difficult to catch up if you are left behind. Without brakes, surely he will self-destruct, and you don’t want to be around when that happens. He will surely level the landscape eradicating all the ills of the unequal society. Those frames of him smiling might be his last. He will be unreal more than anyone that you know.
His eyes will betray his heart. His heart pleads to be heard. His smiles will not reveal his mysteries. Neither his words will do. It may be something you regret when you look back in time, but just think that you’re having a nightmare. You can wake up from nightmares. As time goes by, you wonder what you dreamt of, not being able to remember anything.
Heed my voice. Do you want to run away while you can? Get up now, put on your shoes, and run away with all your might. You only have one chance. You could be dragged along with him on the terrible road of pain. His inspiration and motivation take their roots on everyone who looks up to him. How come you would think that these are all because of you all along? How come you would think that he is yours to keep? Good friend, you might be one of those that he fooled. People sometimes cannot get what they wished for. Stars are meant to disappear someday. So what now?